I am running in circles I am addicted

Today a guy asked me to go on dates with him. DATES with S, to get to know him and give myself a chance. Ha, NO. I said blatantly and I tried avoiding the topic the entire night.

I am just not ready. From Kuan Meng to Chen Soon back to Kuan Meng to Weng Learn, Han Sian and Neil. My last three was almost back to back. Goodness, I forgot how it is like to be single. And now that I am, I want to enjoy it. Make the most of it.

So that the next one that comes my way, I would know how to appreciate him, to love him unconditionally and to give him my very best, without thinking of my past and worrying about nothing.

Of course I want attention from men, when they shower us unceasingly with all their might, but whoring for attention is completely different when you are just satisfied with yourself.

I can’t even sort my life out, what more a relationship?

Chill out lar