The hot and cold demon

A wise person once said,

“If he doesn’t want to see you, he is really not that into you”

That was how i think my relationship is for now. Neil and I spent weeks apart due to our busy schedules – him being away on weekdays and both of our weekends are quite taken up.. so when I thought we both have no plans, we might jump into that opportunity and spend that little time together to make it up. Unfortunately I am very wrong.

Long story short, we spent 8 days in January together (or less) and 2 days in February together and we went through a time of not seeing each other for 3 weeks… and he will be going to France skiing on his birthday week and guess what?!… this is what he said

“i need to get a decent sleep before going on a lads holiday. you have to understand “

wow. HAVE TO. and a DECENT SLEEP BEFORE A LADS HOLIDAY. So where does that place me?

1. after sleep..

2. after his lads

3. or.. after his sleep AND lads. perhaps this is the best category for me to fit in.

Bear in mind I haven’t seen him for a week.. how callous of me to not understand and threw a fit? Ha. Apparently I am very much quoted “high maintenance” and “demanding”.

Well, well another one down the refuse then.

He really is not that into me.