My new life

I’m beginning to adapt to my new life. It’s not too bad I suppose.

Although I fucking hate my job I am actually starting to think it is okay. Life being on my own is not so bad – considering the fact that I enjoy my own company more than I thought I would. However, the exasperating fact is that now I have stomach ulcer, although it hurts and I couldn’t move, I am still alone.

The ulcer is still reacting to food mainly but if I eat starchy food not creamy it doesn’t react that much.

I want to be able to smile again and be happy so that I can sleep =)