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Insomnia…

This is certainly NOT FUNNY especially when you need to work the next day!!!!! I went to bed at 1030 got up at 230 and now 430 and i cant sleep ARGH. Kust took some Clarityne in hopes to fall asleep again. I knew this was gonna happen. Can’t find my Nytol last night as I knew I needed them..

I am depressed. I am not happy and my mind is constantly running and thinking .. this has been going on for ages. Sleepless nights.

My mind is constantly working, worrying about unnecessary things, wishing for fairytale ending. I am pathetic and revolting and disgusting and I hate myself for this.