I least expected to have such a magical weekend. That almost everything seated itself and I am very very blessed and grateful for that. Om mani padme hum. And, funny enough, how Neil contacted me on my Malaysian number over the weekend which surprised me but melted me. Cheelim, you can’t change my mind on [...]
A text
My dearest Chee Lim, I wanted to send you this super long message yesterday but obviously you didn’t receive it! I just wanted to let you know that i’m very sorry that the past month or so has been so hard for you, i can’t imagine having to go through any of the incidents, not [...]
U know what makes me happy?
Hearing from an old friend. Or flame. And this people who cares. thanks Ling. x
:)
During my meeting today, I found out that my favourite senior Li Na, will be leaving the firm. I was gawping for words midway through, not knowing what notes to continue typing as I am supposed to write a report on the meeting. I went back to office and found her sitting there and had [...]
Baby boy.
Dear Neil Today when I spoke to you, i feel some sort of comfort and placidity. Never did I realise, until after dinner, that I sat down and thought, I do feel better. As lost as I am, I think I always find pieces of me in you because I guess when I left you, [...]
A confession
Dear Becky, When I was with you tonight, I don’t know if you could tell, I wasn’t wholly myself. My mind was wandering elsewhere, somewhat I was clouded and deluded with unnecessary thoughts and probably thinking about things that I shouldn’t even be thinking and seeing you I was really really delighted but i just [...]
x
You know when I’m happy I don’t blog? I am really happy. Just blessed with the simplest and littlest things in life. I’m happy =)
My story
2008 saw a treacherous, windy, tiresome road for me – the fact that not only I lost my utmost prideful job, I was betrayed, fooled and also, ultimately I allowed someone I am delightfully fond of, slide away within my fingertips, for all the wrong doings that I have done to hurt him Often I [...]
the automatic gate
it’s as though i knew what it was like and there i am, stood afar, yet still and watched the shutter close down on its own. like how i am shutting my life away from everyone. i am not going anywhere or that disappearance in act of hindrance, merely, i just want to regain control [...]
that phone call
15th June 2008, 10.09pm. After my phone being quiet the entire night, as I was prepared for bed, it vibrated. Much to my surprise, I looked at the screen and it read Kevin Yong. My heart jolted and skipped a bit. I answered the phone with OMG, OMG, OMG! He was my first ever crush. [...]
