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As i thought things were going great, they went downhill like anything. FML I should stop jinxing myself.

2011

2011 has been more of a great year than a bad one. It has been a year of rediscovery, overwhelming and most importantly a year that i have ticked most of my milestones. Moved on from my dramatic life and met a bunch of great and amazing people! =) Seen more of Indo-Chine, be it [...]

Truth

I was home in Ipoh for a week. This week, opened my eyes and probably changed my mind about a lot of things in life that I used to view differently and justify myself for. The week at home was rather, unusual – having the usual drama circling me wherever I go. 1. Renovation that [...]

Managing my performance

I used to tell people, when you stop finding happiness at your work place and when you struggle and struggle, it is time to leave. And i’m an advocate of that belief and yet I am not sane enough to adhere to that. Everyday I go to work, I stopped finding the joy and love and [...]

Long and short term

Yesterday, Ivan asked me “what do you want to be in the long-term?” I merely shrugged it off and not answer him because it seemed inappropriate that I was telling a colleague my career plans and who knows it might just spread to the entire office in no time. And then after dinner, he asked [...]

I don’t need it really

I have an obsession. Everytime I tell myself loudly that I should stop shopping, I stop indeed and stop hitting shopping malls and nothing in the malls catches my eyes and I stop totally for about few weeks.. and yet my money will go to beauty product, and there are necessities – ie my Lancome [...]

What a day!

I had a paper at 9am today. Well, not the wisest of choice considering the peak hour rush at that time and conveniently my exam venue is smacked right in the centre of the business district. Nonetheless, I almost didn’t have the choice as I needed to catch the flight home at noon so oh [...]

Vertigo

When things go wrong, when people stop caring, when work starts piling, when the world is falling apart. Vertigo. When your heart aches, your action fumbles, the phone stops tweeting, things stop making sense. Pain.  

Speechless

My wishes came true, just that they came in the wrongest context, blowing my mind away, chastising me somehow. “I had an entire speech of a conversation that I had prepared in my head, recorded and played over and over again hoping that when I bump into you and the precast is what i would [...]

Life in Singapore

I’ve attempted to type this post for a year if not more. Having lived in Singapore for the past 1.5 years and having dwelt with nasty clients, backstabbing colleagues, the falter of friendships and the vanity of men, it has surpasses all obstacles that one can possibly digest. Working in one of the biggest accounting/auditing [...]