Dear NJS, Odd as it is, you have been crowning my thoughts for the past few weeks.. like I cannot not think what is going on with you and how is life for you. I know as it is, Ed told me “N.S is becoming a millionaire in London!” and then from then on, I [...]
Ipoh is love just like you
Being back home, I’m happy. Really happy. And then I want to move back for good. But there’s this inkling in me and wonder if moving back will do any better for me? Deter my progress? Many sanction my decision as silly and stupid. Most are against it and I am doubting myself ever so [...]
Finally, hear me out
Life is quizzical. It screws you up when you least expect it and then it revolves 360 degree and gives you the best in life. Here I am, sat in my room, edging with the over-empowering wayward crisis – THE quarter life crisis, or maybe my Gemini mind is working too hard churning exorbitant imagination, retarding [...]
Quotes
“You and I loved each other, and then you broke my heart…. I’ve been doing everything possible not to face that fact. I’m gonna kiss somebody someday, and when I do, it will be from me.” “What I wanted? I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to say that there is no [...]
A confession
Dear Becky, When I was with you tonight, I don’t know if you could tell, I wasn’t wholly myself. My mind was wandering elsewhere, somewhat I was clouded and deluded with unnecessary thoughts and probably thinking about things that I shouldn’t even be thinking and seeing you I was really really delighted but i just [...]
the message
I guess you are right. I’m fickle. I wanna be back together now. And I know some parts of you do as well. But I guess it’s a no no. I’m gonna start taking a huge step and take different routes to work and back. It really did mess me up a lot till the [...]
Written 10/01/2009 for N
Dear Neil, Sorry for the nasty Saturday that I may have caused you. I don’t think you understand, neither do I to be truthful. I try so hard to perfect our relationship – to make it flawless, to understand, to comprehend and to love. Only to find that maybe loving each other was a flaw [...]
