Yesterday, Ivan asked me “what do you want to be in the long-term?” I merely shrugged it off and not answer him because it seemed inappropriate that I was telling a colleague my career plans and who knows it might just spread to the entire office in no time. And then after dinner, he asked [...]
Walking home
Sometimes, I revisit my past far too often than I should. Teresa told me yesterday “we shouldn’t. we look forward. not backwards.” And yet i cannot help but to do. It’s just because the future somehow doesn’t look too bright or promising. But my living the moment style, is doing me good because I’ve checked [...]
Sigh
What is the definition of going too fast? Speeding till you crash? Crash dead or crash injured and learned? I am a little skeptical, a little apprehensive because I was hurt because I don’t know if this is what I want. Am I certain?? Is this right?
Archives.
http://cannalily.multiply.com/journal Walking down memory lane, I never knew I was capable of such love for a man. And now, I am so afraid that I could be spending the rest of my life on my own.
Run.
You run until your legs can no longer take you, you are perspiring perpetually, your heart is palpitating and then u stop. You just stop. You look around and realise that sometimes it is really not worth that while to run that quick, because nobody is looking at you and nobody cares. Because simply, you’ll [...]
Unwritten
Sometimes when you feel like writing, and you have your thinking cap on, your hands ready to just plunge right to the typing, you were too busy. And then you have those times when you want to spill your thoughts and yet nothing flows. This is where I am now. Over flooded with thoughts.
Expect a surprise.
When things are too well, don’t be shocked if something else falls under.
Afterall..
..maybe i’m not meant for the corporate world. The gossips, the fake colleagues, the rivals, the politics and the race to the throne. I thought that was what I craved for, climbing the corporate ladder to the top of the hierarchy, but maybe after all the setbacks that I had overcome, I realised being at [...]
A bedtime book
People fall out of love and people fall in love. Some are in love and yet they cannot be together but some are out of love and yet they are still together. I am in love and yet I cannot be with a man I love. BUT somehow i have come to realise and understand [...]
nothingness
sometimes i wonder what you are thinking. sometimes i wonder what your next steps are. mainly i wonder if this is actually what you want.
