Sara said “Cheelim, have some faith. Pray. Hope. It WILL happen. Let’s do it together so that it will be double powered.” And so we did. We both chose the setting, the clothes and imagined it happening. We laughed soon after because we know it probably will not happen but could possibly happen. And then [...]
Such is life.
First comes denial, then acceptance and slowly recovery. Such is life, and then I realised, just how much I had grown up through out these mere 3 years. But somehow I did and at this point of my time, I am not lost, neither do I need to find myself because I spent 1 year [...]
If it is love
While everybody else is getting out of bed I’m usually getting in it, I’m not in it to win it And there’s a thousand ways you can skin it My feet have been on the floor flat like an idle singer Remember winger, I digress I confess you are the best thing in my life [...]
The Leap Year.
For days I have been wondering if me tearing was a reason of love. Today, i affirmed that. When it was supposed to feel so wrong, it felt so right. It hurts too much, yes or no. I’m feeling like I cannot fall in love because I am afraid it will not work out. And [...]
Quote
“For what it’s worth – it’s never too late, or in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There is no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. [...]
My 3 wishes
1. for my parents and sister to be happy and healthy 2. to fail no more for icaew and pass at first go 3. to have no more drama and make up with all the friends i’ve lost.
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My horoscope told me to put all things behind and start afresh today. But I am so very hurt I just want to end the pain. The memories. The words are ringing crystal clear in my head. Goodbye. I don’t think I can take this pain anymore.
